now urm...
something about life is bothering me :(((
and i'm being emo
like crap!
COZ I HATE EMOS!
i think it happened after i talked to brenda about life in new sch :(((
and now i realized how much i missed 6D...
ok i know everyone misses their primary sch fwens
i was not only missing my fwens...
i was treasuring them.. and the memories too...
imagine if the whole of 6D is with me in secondary school :'((
that'd be darn great!
i miss the '6D love' so much :(
its not that i dislike 1/5...
its that..
i hate it...
i hate it when people are being too extra
and being too selfish
and being too sensitive
and being too self-centered..
and being too crappy.
and being too flirty...
and being too annoying...
and being too DAMMIT!
sorry but of course not all of them are la..
my close fwens in 1/5 are none of the above
its just that i felt that... in 6D, NONE of the people are like that
except for onion la...
and the ties between 6D with other classes were awesome...
idk why..
but i thought i was the ONLY person suffering from this
but instead brenda told me deh same story
she just hates the class to be 'not good'
and really...
i HAVE to agree on that...
i just wished me n brenda n wei qi were in same class..
i mean all the peiying-ians unite in ANDSS :)
then we wud be the happiest trio on earth...
but then now..
its all crap..
and srsly idk how to explain this
i got such an unexplainable 'amazing' teacher for math
and a SERIOUSLY AWESOME el teacher who's maybe gonna leave us soon :(((
and a rather strict but caring science teacher :) << first smiley of the post
and then a really 'amazing' art teacher who always give us borderline pass though our hardwork...
and then history was like...was like... i learnt nothing!
:(((
impact is on me..
and i think i just cant suit well with this kind of environment
and if you guys (esp 1/5 ians) think that you have suited well in this school... or to be exact.. class...
then i congratulate you...
its just that...
its just that...
everything just makes me more depressed T_T
i have got nothing i owned from previous life in primary school...
i was the old me
but the environment was never the old one
it has changed!
it is totally different from the situtation i was in in previous years...
it has changed
but i have not...
and will never will
i will stay with my 6D attitude throughout..
i miss 6d..
i miss 6d...
how'd i wish i could cherish more of the 4 years we were together...
i miss you guys...
so much..
and i want you guys back
in my life...
please.
i want my life :(((